Idk girl I’m just sad. Didn’t feel good to be ignored. also didn’t feel good to be upset/pitiful today either.
had plans this weekend to hangout with people but no one responded when I texted the chat and got crickets after I sent a double text (brutal)
THEN got a call later in the night, after spending the whole day alone - at perf timing truly - I was in between tiktok and instagram scrolling sessions—
I ofc don’t answer because I’m normal and can understand context clues. Send a “is everything okay” text just to be sure they’re not calling for an emergency
Response is “I just miss you”
????????
V humiliating and v humbling. Will be isolating for the entirety of July so I don’t embarrass myself like that again.
(via saudade-for-apricity)
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Voyage of the Rock Aliens (1984)
(via waterstride)
rabbits know and resent their place on the food chain
mice and rats also know they’re prey animals, they just have such joy of living that it cancels out. guinea pigs have no concept of death but understand contextless fear. hamsters however do know the food chain, but they also know that attachment to the earth is the root of suffering and they wisely deny the faults of the ego
horses know they’re on the food chain, but they forget their place, so they vacillate between extremes of terror/panic and boundless bloodlust, just to make sure all bases are covered
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